I read somewhere once that you should only leave your home in the morning once all things have been taken care of, as if it were your last day on ths earth.
All disputes should have been resolved, all bills paid, all incriminating evidence removed and you should have already made peace with your Maker.
What legacy would you leave behind? Could you name five things you'd be remembered for? In Higham's case:
1 The things he wrote - the blog and novels;
2 That he tried to spread a bit of happiness round, with partial success;
3 The energy, organization and strange sense of humour;
4 That he was sure he'd stumbled upon the answer to life;
5 Exposure of the cabals which run this world.
Which five things would you least like people to find? In Higham's case:
1 Love letters and photos of former lovers;
2 Flat that needed renovation and hadn't been done;
3 Uncompleted novels;
4 The true state of his finances;
5 The backlog of good intentions never brought to fruition.
"I am just going outside and may be some time."
[In Higham's case,he plans to be back, either in person or in spirit.]